/my life is in a mess now. Got so many things to do and plan. i feel so lonely and left out, by my friends because i really got no time for each and everyone one of them. Especially my SBK. Had been feeling quite bad... Perhaphs, this is the point of time that i gotto learn to be independent. Really!?!?!? i will miss a lot of you guys out there. I will be leaving in 2 weeks time and it falls on Gib's birthday. What a memorable day huh. Seriously, i really don't know how to survive other there for 14 days. Everyone says i can't take it and discourage me to go. Except for my mommy, she is so supportive. What a lovely mom i had. love her!!! hugz~ Yesterday, watch superstar with the whole family. Everyone believe that Kelvin will win but except for me, had been discussing it during class and work. Everyone says Junyang comfirm will win. Just like what i thought of. But the end result was rather disappointing and shocking. Kelvin & Kelly who will be the first "superstar",,, we shall wait and see ya. Grace is giving birth tomorrow, i feel so excited for her... She gonna be a mummy soon. Hope that next week can go and visit her and her baby. Just now, my long lost child hood friend called me... she told me that she also getting married, i was kinda shock of my life. But she told me that her mom's object the marriage and they will wait for a few more years. i miss i miss i miss the times we spent together...
*friends come and go, who will be the one staying & leaving!?!?!?!
As we grow up, we gotto walk through different path of our life... new challenges more stress more responsible then before. mature,,,
say say say, i got so much things to say but just that i dunno how to put it on words at times.
i'm tired, very tired... who will ever understand.
